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IT'S SUNNY OUTSIDE! first really nice day in a long time. i love summer.
ps can someone please give me employment?
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[02 Mar 2005|12:09am] |
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sometimes my feelings overwhelm me.
i really never knew i could be like this.
life, you are silly.
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[26 Feb 2005|12:40am] |
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wow, just saw the notebook. i never thought i could cry this much.
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[24 Nov 2004|04:16pm] |
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so hi. thanksgiving is tomorrow and it's pretty much the best holiday ever. cept for the massive amounts of work i had to bring home. thank you stonehill. i hung out with my gals last night. =) then today my madre took me to get a manicure + pedicure. it's nice to pamper yourself sometimes.
being home is lovely. i came home last weekend to see ash in her play, which was amazing by the way. and now im back again and i have been sitting around because i can. i have the urge to watch zoolander and eat eggs. cept i make bad eggs and we don't have zoolander.
it's very sad that it now gets dark at 4:30. i'm starting to understand why people get seasonal depression. winter is nice but not THAT nice. it's just so dark and cold. i want to go to new york before christmas to see the tree. i feel christmas is incomplete without it. maura and i also want to see the nutcracker, but being the poor college students we are, i don't see that happening. though i do have a small income due to babysitting, it's not nearly enough. oh to be employed. what is that like??
it's lonely sleeping without my roomies.
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| you don't look a day over fast cars and freedom |
[26 Oct 2004|07:44pm] |
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it's been so long since ive updated that livejournal has changed. i can't operate it anymore.
so much work to do lately. so many changes going on. life is never boring is it? when i do have free time, snood occupies my life.
i still havent decided on a halloween costume. help??
my nalgene bottle is growing mold.
today i learned that i have sun damage on my face. wonderful. i'm more opposed to tanning than anyone, yet i still have sun damage. how does that work.
we have our own bathroom, but i never clean it. kendra cleans it. sometimes lauren does too. its not that i dont want to clean it. ok, yes it is. i hate cleaning bathrooms.
my life consists of class, eat, sleep, gym, and red sox. oh yeah, and my roomies. i heart them.
i keep having dreams about disney world. what is that about, i mean honestly, there has to be some sort of psycho analysis to be done. my last dream consisted of me and my family boarding the plane to go to florida, when suddenly i realized that i forgot my license. for some reason i needed it desperately, so my mom and i headed back to the house to get it. we had to go fast or else we would miss our plane, but for some reason we couldnt go fast. everything was so slow, and i had so many things to carry and i kept dropping them. and we couldnt make the flight. definite anxiety.
ok, sox are on.
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[05 Aug 2004|06:51pm] |
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NAIMA IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im going to maine this weekend/seein my girl emily.
work is awesome.
i just had a huge piece of cake.
i finally got medicine for my bronchitis...ha.
school starts in less than a month.
life is good.
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[15 Jul 2004|11:13pm] |
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i miss my stoners =(
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[29 Jun 2004|08:50pm] |
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i love my job. i can't even explain how great it is. sittin in the sun all day, playing and swimming with the little ones, and gettin paid for it...this is the life. i love kids, actually i am a kid, it's been established that im 2 years old still. today the other counselors told me i had to take a swim test...it was so mean, they made me do strokes i couldn't do, and then when i got out they laughed at me and told me it was a joke...i will get them back, no worries.
went to stonehill last weekend, it was a great time, can't wait for the fall, i miss kendra and dd since i havent seen them once this summer, they live too damn far away !
maine will be awesome not only because im goin with the fam and coke and hopefully jenner, but because my girl emily works there and i miss her like crazy!!!
but more good times to come with my girls and my boy and my coworkers before the summer's over, cant wait...
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[28 May 2004|11:51am] |
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it rains and rains and rains and it never stops...
thursday night...great times with my favorites minus patrice and naimers, cept we ran over a possum, RIP little guy. cafe dolce is mmmm mmmm good, and then of course the infamous loaf. enough said.
lunch with marina, i miss that girl! we were inseperable 8th and 9th grade, but we've stayed friends which is awesome...she understands me better than most people, every time we are together it's like we were never apart.
i had a dream last night that i was back in high school but everything was different and i was so confused...i was walking around the halls and i forgot what time lunch was and what periods my classes were and i didn't know anyone...i guess that's why i dont belong in high school anymore. i think i still haven't completely let go, i miss high school, being there makes me miss it...it's hard to move on sometimes, as much as i love college, high school meant so much to me. just the people and the activities, i visited the tennis team yesterday which made me really sad, tennis is so much more fun in high school...
But college is awesome, and i miss it so much, it's hard to be torn between two worlds, your old one and your new one. i guess it's a learning experience, as is everything.
last night was spent with dave...amazing as always, i couldn't ask for a better 9 months poops...im just so...happy =)
babysitting AGAIN tonite with jenner, these poor babies, when they don't stop crying we just put them in their beds with the lights off and let them cry themselves to sleep...haha...i guess this is why we aren't ready to have our own kids yet, or ever!
lauren's house on sunday, oh im just so excited to see my slutbags, it's been too long without them. =) they are the ones i can talk about ANYTHING with, no shame! what would stonehill be without them!
ok it's time to run...in the rain, since it will never stop. adios friends
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[24 May 2004|10:01pm] |
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i have been in marlboro for a week and already im bored out of my mind.
free time is nice but not TOO much free time.
naimers is in scotland and we are here. what is wrong with this picture?
laner and i got some free gym time in, so that's a plus.
my computer has 249 viruses. probably more actually. i can barely go on internet explorer without getting 5 more viruses. THIS IS A NEW COMPUTER DAMMIT.
did anyone else know that seventh heaven was still on? i thought it was just reruns, but apparently the family has expanded and the kids are in college. time to end the show guys!
i did better this semester than i thought, so that's a plus! but missing my stoners so very much. =( i hope we can all attend luey's this weekend.
jenner and i babysat saturday night. twin 4 month old babies! and a 3 year old girl...who we hardly paid attention to cause the babies wouldnt stop CRYING.
and guess who wins the award for most pointless entry ever...
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[10 May 2004|12:08am] |
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WHO TOOK MY FRESHMAN YEAR AND WHY WON'T THEY GIVE IT BACK?!
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[02 May 2004|05:29pm] |
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the happiest people seem to be those who have no particular cause for being happy except that they are so.
overall, it was a damn good weekend. kicked it off the right way with a lil jello wrestling thursday night. yeah, you know it's hot. i kicked kendras ass. ok, not really. then some pizza + porn to celebrate le part ice's 19th, a little trip to st a's with my favorite laner to visit the poops, home for a bit and back here with dennis to party it up. yep, good times.
honestly, i think i gotta hold the record for the number of guster concerts i have/will be attending. guster + ben folds = BEST CONCERT EVER. i can't wait.
seems like yesterday when we moved into our dorms to begin freshman year. man, i cant even believe its almost over, im gonna miss my sluts so freakin much, but next year is gonna kick ass so no worries.
having a job will certainly be wonderful. after being broke for an entire year, it will be nice to have some money in my wallet. that is, money that i actually earned.
this summer had better consist of sun, beaches, driving, sleeping, parties, tennis, girls nights, dave, stars, swimming, and boating. that will make for a perfect 3 months.
life's too short.
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[22 Apr 2004|06:09pm] |
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SPRING WEEKEND ! !
it's about time. seems the preparations for this weekend are half the fun. minus waiting in line for hours to receive a yellow smiley face bracelet, which i will be sporting for months after this weekend is over. reminds me of masc when laner and i had a contest going to see who could keep their bracelets on the longest. those were the days.
thursday kicks off the big weekend, then on to friday with my oh-so-wonderful tennis banquet at 7pm. but after that it's maroon 5, then match at 8am, then its the mixer and...who knows from there! and of course david will be accompanying me on saturday night, we're gonna party stonehill-style!!
i would like to apologize to my roomie, part ice, for the mac and cheese incident. part ice, i heart you.
and shout out to my roomies next year! ! ! wltsd, you know it gals...
i miss my girls at home, this summer cannot come soon enough.
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[13 Apr 2004|08:26pm] |
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no tennis today due to the fact that we lost our privileges to play inside. apparently everyone is sick of our coach bitching at them. i dont blame them.
lots of work to do, such little time to do it. one month, damn! time flies.
HANSON IS COMING OUT WITH A NEW ALBUM! jenner knows what im talkin bout. jenner let's pitch the tent...
i will never understand people who are snobby. people who give you a nasty look even after you smile at them. people who don't even look in your direction when you know damn well that they know you're there. people who judge others or refuse to talk to anyone not in their "clique." reality check people. you're only cheating yourself.
so my parents decided to surprise me with a car. and not just any car, A BRAND NEW TOYOTA COROLLA. i was, and still am, in shock. i almost feel guilty driving it around. like, i dont deserve this! there are kids dying in the world, and here i am with my brand new car. but i mean, who could refuse?!
has anyone seen a picture of a person with smallpox? if you have, you know what an awful disease it was and how lucky we are to have eradicated it from the world. its absolutely disgusting. not just little bumps like the chicken pox. no no, this is serious stuff. like, a person is completely covered with it. and if they did survive, they were left with these awful scars that disfigured them for life. ew.
so our tennis tournament is spring weekend. cool. there goes the fun and games.
its gonna rain every day this week!! MAKE IT STOP. hey, maybe my egg will hatch.
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just lost our match against bryant. not that i played. everyone played really well...makes me so sad, i miss that feeling of playing an intense match, whether you win or lose. boo.
waiting for my mommy to come get me and take me home, finally. i've realized how creepy this campus can get when no one's here.
guster was simply incredible, as always. we missed averi.
my mommys here !
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[27 Mar 2004|10:38am] |
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tennis match today. it is gonna rain.
watched Chasing Amy last night avec moemoe. weird movie.
yesterday emily, darah and i went to an elementary school to help with the kids for awhile. i got stuck in the cafeteria, but i made friends with some 6th grade girls so it was all good. it brought me back to the days of lunch boxes and recess. those kids don't know how good they have it.
i would just like to say a big congrats to my part ice. she knows what im talkin bout =).
YES FOLKS, I AM GOING TO SEE GUSTER AND BARENAKED LADIES WITH LANER AND POOPIES.
tonight is a venture back to the boro to see the west side, always a good time in the boro.
fresh outta things to talk about...
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| times like these you learn to live again |
[21 Mar 2004|07:28pm] |
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first match of the season...7-2, things are lookin good..our team makes me smile =)
but i realized today how much i miss high school sports, as much as i love my team here i had a tear in my eye when i put on my orange sports bra today. mhs volleyball could never be replaced! the bond we had and the fun times we shared will always be one of my favorite parts of high school. and of course tennis, with murph and the girls, it's just not the same here. i miss you all.
i suppose in time memories fade, and new memories are made with the new people in your life, and eventually those memories will fade too. but they never fully go away. with every experience you take away something valuable, and the memory and feelings you experienced will always remain. and for that i am thankful. =)
i am also thankful for all the people in my life that mean so much to me. for my family, my mommy, who is always there for me no matter what and would do anything for me. my sister who i love so much and who is growing up before my eyes. my daddy who always is there to ask me how my day was. my grandparents, im so lucky to have them around. for my slutbags, who mean the world to me, i mean what would stonehill be without you guys. for my david, who i love and miss very much. for my girls at home who could never be replaced. for my friends i dont get to see very often, specially my steph, who i have not been able to hug in forever ! there are just so many people i cant name everyone but i am just so lucky for you all...
ok so that was my sentimental entry of the day. go me.
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[16 Mar 2004|11:28pm] |
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x the ones you have never done
I have never....
( ) been drunk
( ) smoked pot
( ) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) crashed a friend's car
(x) been to japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
(x) had anal sex
( ) been in love
(x) had sex in public
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) had a threesome
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) been tied up
(x) been caught masturbating
(x) pissed on myself
(x) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job
(x) celebrated new years in time square
( ) gone on a blind date
( ) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x ) been to europe
( ) skipped school
(x) slept with a co-worker
(x) cut myself on purpose
(x) had sex at the office
(x) been married
(x) gotten divorced
(x) had children
( ) crashed into someone else's car
(x) been fisted/fisted anyone
(x) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) eaten sushi
(x) been snowboarding
( ) been happy with myself
(x) had sex at a friends house while they were throwing a party
(x) had sex in a dressing room
(x) cheated on my boyfriend/girlfriend
( ) see the good side of things
(x) flashed anyone
(x) legally purchased pornography
(x) shit on someone's face
( ) made out with a friend who wasn't my boyfriend/girlfriend
(x) had sex in a car
(x) had sex in a hot tub
ok so apparently there are a lot of things i haven't done. i'll be sure to get on that.
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[10 Mar 2004|10:31am] |
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florida was lovely as expected, i gots myself a little tan which is always nice...80 degrees and sunny every day, who can complain?
and spendin time with my grandparents is always wonderful, as sad as it may sound they may not be around for much longer, so we have to treasure the time we do have together. i love them so much and i can't imagine not having them, i guess it's just a reality of life, one that i can't seem to accept no matter how hard i try.
God works in mysterious ways, and that's what it comes down to.
lost in translation last night in naimer's basement, an amazing movie, so realistic and it says so much about the human character. it's refreshing to see a movie that depicts real people, real relationships, the way things really are...and of course bonding time with my girls, just like the good old days!!
you all have my permission to smack me the day i ever support anything britney spears related, seeing her sort of makes me want to punch a wall. it's really sad that the music world has come to this. i mean, clearly it's not even about the music anymore. it's about how good you look in a bikini and who you are going out with and how much money you have. if you look hot in your underwear then hey, make a music video and pretend to sing a song that you did not even write and cannot sing because who needs talent anymore, and you'll be making millions.
of course, don't expect to make it big if you sing about anything that is not sex related, or if your video doesn't feature naked girls grinding with each other while the guys stand around with their 8 million gold chains and rap about how much ass they are gonna get that night. nope, it's not about the talent, it's about the ass.
yes so on that note, i'm outta here...
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